Today I’m changing web servers, so this is how I am basically spending my day, downloading databases, then downloading thousands of files (about 10-15k) per a site, not only to upload them all again. Then switch over the nameservers, and test the sites to make sure they were all running smoothly. It has been years
Hot Flashes
If you’re a guy, you may want to turn away now. It seems I’m in the beginning states of menopause and at the age of 46 I know it’s to be expected. The past year or two I have had really irregular periods. I started my period at the age of 12 as most young
City Girl Gone Country
As most of you know I grew up in San Diego. I have always considered my self a city girl. I love the sounds of the streets. I love that if I am bored and want to get out to do something I can find something to do almost any hour day or nite. But
Bi Polar and or BPD
Yesterday, I wrote the post “All in my Head,” originally the following information was supposed to be included in that post. However I felt that the song just belonged in place of it and decided to hold off on this mainly due to the fact that we had a busy day yesterday with family coming
All in My Head
One of the things I really dislike, is when you trust someone enough to tell them about your inner thoughts / mental disorders. And then they turn it around and use it against you because they either did wrong, they want to make you look bad, or to get something they want. I have had
So Not the Girly Girl
I got my hair cut yesterday (finally) and I feel like I lost about 10 pounds on my head. I usually will get highlights added to hide my grey that I’ve been getting since I was about 22. But I decided to opt out this time, it seems that it’s more and more popular to
My Love for Music
I had a fellow blogger ask me, “You love you some music don’t you?” The answer is yes, and I mean I really LOVE it. Until recently, I thought everyone felt the same way. For some unfortunately it’s just sound. I found this quote a while ago and it’s so fitting for me. “The only
Sad Musician Hits High Note at Life’s End
This is from the newspaper article about my biological father Charles E Blackwell death that happened on June 30, 1987 of a morphine overdose. When I heard of his passing I was very sad, not only because he was my biological dad. When I got old enough I wanted to look for him to be
Pink Starburst!
A conversation with my friend Andre over at at2entertainment.com. I put him on the spot, when he bitched about not getting a text back. Subject may not be considered safe for work. We are so due to go out again and we have thought about doing a Covid-19 edition with mask on, but I’m afraid
The Word BITCH
Does the word bitch offend you? Before we get into that, lets look at what it really means which is a “female dog.” When and how did it turn into being a derogatory term towards women? “Dog” has long been used as an insult toward both women and men. To describe someone whose behavior was
How Forgetful I Am
I’ve only been up for a few hours so far today, it’s still early in the morning. I was sitting here reading stuff online, when I thought did I take my medicine today? I honestly couldn’t remember. I got up and actually had to count how many pills were in the bottle, and sure enough