This is from the newspaper article about my biological father Charles E Blackwell death that happened on June 30, 1987 of a morphine overdose. When I heard of his passing I was very sad, not only because he was my biological dad. When I got old enough I wanted to look for him to be
Pink Starburst!
A conversation with my friend Andre over at at2entertainment.com. I put him on the spot, when he bitched about not getting a text back. Subject may not be considered safe for work. We are so due to go out again and we have thought about doing a Covid-19 edition with mask on, but I’m afraid
Sliding into the DMs
To slide into the DMs is a reference to sending someone a private message on social media, often to initiate or extend romantic contact, with a suave confidence. It takes a conversation from public to private. The phrase can vary depending on its user, as one can slide into his/her DMs or slide into your/yo
The Word BITCH
Does the word bitch offend you? Before we get into that, lets look at what it really means which is a “female dog.” When and how did it turn into being a derogatory term towards women? “Dog” has long been used as an insult toward both women and men. To describe someone whose behavior was
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How Forgetful I Am
I’ve only been up for a few hours so far today, it’s still early in the morning. I was sitting here reading stuff online, when I thought did I take my medicine today? I honestly couldn’t remember. I got up and actually had to count how many pills were in the bottle, and sure enough
Acrophobia or Basophobia?
Acrophobia: Is an extreme or irrational fear or phobia of heights, especially when one is not particularly high up. It belongs to a category of specific phobias, called space and motion discomfort, that share both similar causes and options for treatment. Basophobia: The fear of falling, is a natural fear and is typical of most
Why Am I So Irresponsible
Death… It’s something that scares me more then anything else. I know it will happen in time as it’s apart of life. I want to be ready to go, but I also know that when it’s my time, it’s my time. It used to be that I was afraid of dying alone, afraid that I
Mary J Blige – Beautiful
This song is easily one of my favorites by Mary. The song in my opinion is truly is a hidden gem unless you have seen the movie, “How Stella Got Her Groove Back.” Of course you actually have to pay attention to the music being played. I am unsure why it never made it to
I am Done with This World
I am so done with this world, I am so very disappointed in the human race and what we have become. I want to run away and move to the middle of nowhere and disconnect from everything, but where do we go as right now it’s everywhere? I want to yell out at the top
Cruising with Locstar
I have had friends ask me if I was going to share the footage from my dash cam that I have installed in my car. At first I was thinking no, but why not share some of the great footage and conversations I have had. This category that I share this all in will be
I Can’t Decide
So I started this blog to be more of a personal blog. Shortly after I decided, hey maybe I can make this into much more and put my own personal stuff more to the side after all who wants to read that. Now I am back into wanting to make it more of a personal
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My Anxiety
10 Years ago is when I started to really suffer from anxiety. Although at the time I didn’t even know that what I was feeling was anxiety. I always thought an anxiety attack was just the feeling of freaking out and not being able to breath very well. I had a 1 or 2 like